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IVF Failed You - The "So Now What?" Podcast


I am a Fertility Survivor.  The kind you enter into treatments hoping you will never be... childless.  After several rounds of IUI and IVF, at some of the leading Fertility Centers, I was told I was no longer a candidate for fertility treatment.  It left me asking myself...

So now what?

For the years that followed, I tried to put myself back together and tell myself I would be OK, but I wasn't.  I was shattered - I felt alone and failed by the whole process and especially, my body.  I yearned for others that felt the pain I felt and someone that could help me navigate a life without a child. 

I didn't find it, so I decide to create it.  

Fast forward to today. I am still childless, but my beliefs about my life have changed.  I decided that I can create meaning and purpose in my life even though I am not a mother.  I've learned to love myself and the body I felt failed me as a woman.

If you've been on this journey, hop on and join me as we create something we were not offered.  Let's create a sisterhood for the bravest women I know.  We brush ourselves off and don't let terms like: Failed, Unexplained, Miscarriage, Not-viable or Advanced Maternal Age define us anymore.  

 

Mar 5, 2024

I'm beyond thrilled to be back in Chicago after a whirlwind of adventures. If you've been tagging along on my YouTube journey, you've seen me bouncing from one place to another. But now, I'm back in the Windy City, feeling immensely proud after taking a whopping 17 days away from home – a significant feat for this recovering workaholic.

Now, let's dive into the exciting updates and some heartfelt moments from my time away. A big shoutout to my amazing co-worker and the fantastic students who joined me on the road, making this hiatus truly memorable.

But wait – have you heard about The Others Day Brunch? Brace yourself for an extraordinary experience!

If you attended last year, you know I throw an unforgettable party. And this year? It's going to blow your socks off. Head to LanaManikowsky.com/othersday for early bird tickets priced at $60, including a sumptuous lunch crafted by a talented chef, a bottomless mimosa bar, and a swag bag worth hundreds. Plus, the chance to connect with phenomenal women who, like you, navigate the complexities of being childless, not by choice. Save the date – May 11th, our third annual Others Day Brunch in Chicago. Check out discounted hotel rates on the website!

Now, let's talk March themes! Relationships last month, and now, brace yourself for the empowering conversations about BODY IMAGE.

Ladies, let's go beyond the superficial. I'm addressing women who are childless, not by choice or childless after infertility – your body image runs deep, deeper than we often discuss in our community. This month, we're delving into various aspects of body image, exploring the areas where you might feel disconnected or disappointed by your body.

But here's the exciting part – this isn't just about how your body looks. It's about the internal struggles, the emotional weight, and the areas we rarely shine a light on. If something resonates with you today, share your thoughts with me. DM me on Instagram or shoot an email to hi@LanaManikowski.com. Your insights might shape upcoming episodes.

Let's get real about body image – it's more than the physical appearance.

As a woman who has faced the challenges of infertility, you might have felt your body let you down. This month, we're exploring the emotional and internal dimensions of body image. From feelings of brokenness to comparisons with others, we'll cover it all. Stay tuned for my personal weight loss journey, how hormones during fertility treatments affected my relationship with my body and food.

We're diving deep into the comparison game, exploring how your body image might be influenced by societal expectations and exhaustion from fertility treatments. Feeling disconnected? It's normal. You haven't given up on your body, and your body hasn't given up on you – perhaps a reconnection is in order.

Get ready for a magical and transformative experience!

Join me on The "So Now What?" Podcast this month as we navigate the complex terrain of body image. Let's recalibrate our perceptions and learn to love ourselves without waiting for external changes. If you've been yearning for a space to explore these feelings, this is it. The mirror won't be the same after this transformative journey.

So, beautiful soul, hop on board and let's make this month about self-love and embracing the uniqueness of your body. You're not alone, and you don't have to wait for any changes to start loving yourself. This is your moment – the journey starts now! 🌟