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The "So Now What?" Podcast

I am a Fertility Survivor.  The kind you enter into treatments hoping you will never be... childless.  After several rounds of IUI and IVF, at some of the leading Fertility Centers, I was told I was no longer a candidate for fertility treatment.  It left me asking myself...

So now what?

For the years that followed, I tried to put myself back together and tell myself I would be OK, but I wasn't.  I was shattered - I felt alone and failed by the whole process and especially, my body.  I yearned for others that felt the pain I felt and someone that could help me navigate a life without a child. 

I didn't find it, so I decide to create it.  

Fast forward to today. I am still childless, but my beliefs about my life have changed.  I decided that I can create meaning and purpose in my life even though I am not a mother.  I've learned to love myself and the body I felt failed me as a woman.

If you've been on this journey, hop on and join me as we create something we were not offered.  Let's create a sisterhood for the bravest women I know.  We brush ourselves off and don't let terms like: Failed, Unexplained, Miscarriage, Not-viable or Advanced Maternal Age define us anymore.  


Sep 28, 2021

It’s so beautiful to be together again as we navigate the questions in our minds that have us asking “So Now What?” 

In Episode 2 we went on the journey of beginning to build Awareness around the beliefs we have about ourselves.

We asked ourselves 2 important questions to better understand what it is we are...

Sep 21, 2021

In our last episode we talked about becoming aware of our beliefs. Your Beliefs create your future. When we challenge ourselves to identify our beliefs around our journey, we start to decide where these beliefs are taking us; if we want to continue our journey with this belief. We can create new beliefs that will write...

Sep 14, 2021

Today I would like to discuss What you Believe About your Life after IVF.

When I was told that my one frozen embryo wasn't viable for implantation and further fertility treatments weren't recommended, I was crushed.

In that instant, the life I believed I was destined to live had vanished.

 I believed that these years...

Sep 7, 2021

Welcome to my first Podcast for women without children.  Whether you have tried IUI, IVF or are living in question of your future without children, welcome! We are here to address your "now what" questions and decide to build a future that goes from unexplained to intentional.  Disappointing to deliberate. ...