The "So Now What?" Podcast

I am a Fertility Survivor. The kind you enter into treatments hoping you will never be... childless. After several rounds of IUI and IVF, at some of the leading Fertility Centers, I was told I was no longer a candidate for fertility treatment. It left me asking myself...

So now what?

For the years that followed, I tried to put myself back together and tell myself I would be OK, but I wasn't. I was shattered - I felt alone and failed by the whole process and especially, my body. I yearned for others that felt the pain I felt and someone that could help me navigate a life without a child.

I didn't find it, so I decide to create it.

Fast forward to today. I am still childless, but my beliefs about my life have changed. I decided that I can create meaning and purpose in my life even though I am not a mother. I've learned to love myself and the body I felt failed me as a woman.

If you've been on this journey, hop on and join me as we create something we were not offered. Let's create a sisterhood for the bravest women I know. We brush ourselves off and don't let terms like: Failed, Unexplained, Miscarriage, Not-viable or Advanced Maternal Age define us anymore.

Feeling Brave When You're Infertile

Sep 19, 2023

I can't even tell you how good it feels. To say Episode 100 and how connected I feel to this community and to this mission that I have to help women thrive and feel fulfilled without the children they always dreamed that they would have.

So when it came to deciding on a topic for my 100th episode, I've got to tell you,...

Leaving Behind a Legacy When You're CNBC

Sep 5, 2023

I am just so overwhelmed with excitement and pride and joy. That I have showed up here 99 times with a podcast episode. Hard to believe that in just a few days it's going to be the two year anniversary of the start of the podcast. So if you have been listening since two years ago in September, or if this is your first...

We Weren't Prepared for THIS After IVF

Aug 29, 2023

I put a post on Instagram talking about some things that I was so not expectant of when my fertility journey ended and I didn't end up becoming a mom.

I felt like I was really uninformed because I didn't end up becoming a mom and want to talk about today is what are some of the things that we weren't expecting would...

Prep For Your Next Social Gathering

Aug 22, 2023

This week I will share with you how I prepare myself, even... After all the years of coaching and being a certified life coach, I still prepare myself when I go somewhere that might be potentially triggering.

So let me tell you a little bit about what's in store for me this afternoon. So a colleague of my husband's is...

The Places You Used to Go

Aug 8, 2023

We are nearing 100 episodes of the So Now What Podcast. When I tell you that I never could have imagined that my first podcast, where I bravely told my story for the first time, would end up here.

Almost two years later coming to you almost every week with a new episode and the amount of downloads we've had and...