IVF Failed You - The "So Now What?" Podcast

I am a Fertility Survivor. The kind you enter into treatments hoping you will never be... childless. After several rounds of IUI and IVF, at some of the leading Fertility Centers, I was told I was no longer a candidate for fertility treatment. It left me asking myself...

So now what?

For the years that followed, I tried to put myself back together and tell myself I would be OK, but I wasn't. I was shattered - I felt alone and failed by the whole process and especially, my body. I yearned for others that felt the pain I felt and someone that could help me navigate a life without a child.

I didn't find it, so I decide to create it.

Fast forward to today. I am still childless, but my beliefs about my life have changed. I decided that I can create meaning and purpose in my life even though I am not a mother. I've learned to love myself and the body I felt failed me as a woman.

If you've been on this journey, hop on and join me as we create something we were not offered. Let's create a sisterhood for the bravest women I know. We brush ourselves off and don't let terms like: Failed, Unexplained, Miscarriage, Not-viable or Advanced Maternal Age define us anymore.

Belonging When You’re Infertile and Childless

Apr 28, 2026

Belonging When You’re Infertile and Childless

What happens when fertility treatments end and there’s no baby?

It’s a question that rarely gets discussed in the infertility world, yet it’s the reality so many women face after IVF fails, fertility treatments end, or you make the painful decision to stop trying.

How to Make Friends When You’re Childless After IVF Failed with Guest Melissa Miller

Apr 17, 2026

If you’ve ever felt like friendships got harder after infertility, you’re not imagining it.

When IVF failed and your life didn’t include children, you didn’t just lose the dream of motherhood. You also lost the built-in ways friendships often form.

No school drop-offs.
No sports schedules.
No automatic...

IVF Failed and No One Followed Up? The Study That Could Change Care for Childless Women After Infertility

Apr 3, 2026

If you went through IVF or fertility treatments and didn’t leave with a baby, you already know this part of the story.

The treatments end… and then what?

No follow-up.
No plan.
No one checking in to ask how you’re doing after years of trying.

In this episode, you hear the truth that so many women experience but...

Us vs. Them: Choosing Your Own Life Path

Mar 17, 2026

Rebuilding Your Body After Infertility When IVF Failed (with Holly Perkins)

Feb 28, 2026

Rebuilding Trust With Your Body After Infertility When IVF Failed (with Holly Perkins)

When IVF failed and fertility treatments ended without a baby, you did not just lose a dream. You often lost trust in your body.

After years of hormones, medical procedures, weight changes, and emotional whiplash, it can feel almost...